Wait.....what.....why
....
I don't even know what to write.
I've been so stupid.
I, who prided myself on discernment.
Who was prejudice and quick to judge.
Well, let me start from the beginning.
I wasn't feeling goodl today, so I declined Lady Catherine de Bourgh's dinner invitation. A little later on, Darcy comes in and proposes MARRIAGE.
His speech contained lot of flattery.
How marrying me would go against his friend's council and his own judgment. How I was decidedly below his rank. How my parents were an embarrassment ect. Really, it was such a good speech, I had to fight myself to decline.
Here the man who ruined not only Mr. Wickham, BUT MY SISTER, and he acts like me marrying him would be favor.
Well I didn't hold myself back declining. Now if he had behaved in a more gentlemanly like manner, maybe I would've felt bad.
So I'm high off of righteous anger anger when I get these texts.
I have been a fool.
I can't wait to get away from here and hide my shame.
I wasn't feeling goodl today, so I declined Lady Catherine de Bourgh's dinner invitation. A little later on, Darcy comes in and proposes MARRIAGE.
His speech contained lot of flattery.
How marrying me would go against his friend's council and his own judgment. How I was decidedly below his rank. How my parents were an embarrassment ect. Really, it was such a good speech, I had to fight myself to decline.
Here the man who ruined not only Mr. Wickham, BUT MY SISTER, and he acts like me marrying him would be favor.
Well I didn't hold myself back declining. Now if he had behaved in a more gentlemanly like manner, maybe I would've felt bad.
So I'm high off of righteous anger anger when I get these texts.
I have been a fool.
I can't wait to get away from here and hide my shame.
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